Finally this bizarrely tough semester had ended. Was it because the subject combination? I never feel this hard before. There's a lot that I want to convey after all.

Today baby Ling told me that she is having her hard times in academics now, and lost as in don't know what she is doing so hard for. This is exactly what I felt during the exam month. But I keep telling myself that I just have to take it a little more than I will get what I want. And here I am! Best blessings for my baby Ling.

I made the first step to talk with my parents about clubbing. I don't like to do underground actions and I don't like to lie to my beloved family either. Surprisingly, they allow me to go! *With the condition that I take real good care of myself.

Dan: Why Yin so pretty don't have boyfriend wan?

Vivi: Am I not pretty? Why don't you ask me this question?

Dan: You are pretty la. Actually I tried to tackle you last time one lo but you closed your door tight until angin pun tak boleh masuk.

Vivi: LOL

Dan: Come la try to open a bit la~

Vivi: Okay la I open for some angin to masuk.

Dan: @@*zadou*

Honestly I suddenly feel like loving after passing through the busy period. It keeps turning on and off. Am I like what Dan said? Maybe yes maybe no. Sometimes I think I don't need anyone to make myself perfect. Sometimes I feel that I have no one to share. DILEMMA But I don't want to be in love because I want to, I want things to happen naturally. And actually this is not a good time to be in love because I want to focus on fighting for my dream and wouldn't be a good gf material. So just let it be.

The family conflict happened few weeks ago had been resolved. Sister said maybe my dad owe me something in the past life that I'm like his second wife nagging this and that. Mommy said that is what daughter for, and my dad actually couldn't resist to his daughters. LOL

That's all temporarily. This post is so damn rojak that I couldn't think about a good name for it. XD