I feel the fear each time I make a step.
It's like getting a dream come true, yet don't know what will happen next.
I'm fear of the severe uncertainty.
I'm afraid of making wrong step.
Anyhow I don't allow myself to turn back.
For any reason.
I don't want to lose the courage to explore.
I believe that I am created for a purpose and there's certainly a reason I have chosen this way.
Yet I couldn't deal with uncertainty.
Day by day I started to hold firm the time spend with family.
I don't know how Jean can face all these.
I don't like the farewell dinner cz it reminded me about her leaving.
Imma selfish human that I dont wana lose anything of mine.
The hardest thing to give in is the family.
It's the way chosen, and it's the way to continue with.
And the problems are what I have to deal with.
Viviloh, faster choose! whether to stay in campus or off campus, and whether to choose which resident hall.
MSN : familyloh@hotmail.com
